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Shout Out: “Distorted is the View” by Khaya Ronkainen

khaya-ronkainen

Khaya Ronkainen was born and grew up in the Eastern Cape, South Africa, and spent much of her adult life in Johannesburg. She now lives in Finland. Her work is largely inspired by nature and place, often examining the duality of an immigrant life. Ronkainen is the author of three poetry collections. Distorted is the View is her first novel. Find her work at Amazon. To learn more or connect with her, visit her blog.


I know Khaya as Poet.

“Poets use words very differently from let’s say, critics, or from novelists who use words in a logical sense. Poets are much more involved with intuition and wild flights of fancy, and much, much closer to painters.” Elaine de Kooning, abstract expressionist artist

Distorted is The View introduces Khaya as Novelist.

Brief synopsis – Sheena and George Klaasen live their lives apart during the week, each moving in directions the other cannot fully see. Their daughter, Sam, is the hinge between them…What she perceives is unsettling: shadows of secrets, words unspoken, and a quiet fracture running through the family.

Distorted is the View, back cover

Setting – South Africa in the beginning of the ‘New’ South Africa after apartheid.

While the family dynamics, conflicts and evolving relationships within this novel are relatable across countries, cultures and societies, the issues encountered by the Klaasen family are infused with the unique properties of ‘place’.

Setting & character are the primary drivers of this novel. Plot and thematic material unfold through the everyday interactions of characters within and without the local community all flavored with deep rooted, yet nuanced, South African culture.

Khaya deftly weaves the feel, the pace, the coexistence of the ‘gentle and profound’* of the complex society in which her characters live and breathe. 

…Krause gave a short laugh. “He thought I was drunk as usual. He couldn’t imagine why I’d choose to settle ‘with the natives’ while the government was busy building its idea of South Africa.”

Sheena leaned back, letting the ugliness of it hang in the air without comment.

And then there is Khaya’s voice, her poetic pacing. The underlying rhythm – unrushed but always beating, moving. I found myself reading the novel slowly – ‘not because the story was difficult’* – but because it was filled with luscious poetic prose and finely crafted phrases.

the storm found its twin indoors

her skin color entered the room

her body remembered

the building swallowed the sound

All seriousness aside, one of my favorite scenes begins with an invitation received by Sheena – delivered by Sam and sent by her teacher, Precious Dlamini.

Invitation
Masakhane**. Saturday at three. Skumpa** and Laughter!

(Sheena) was drawn not to the promise of sparkling wine, but to the possibility of an alternate support system; women building each other up, as the name of the club suggested…The invitation offered her breathing room, spending an afternoon with other women who were trying to stay sane in the middle of nowhere.

The teachers were in a celebratory mood, ready for the end of the school term…At Masakhane no one asked about Sheena’s husband or her children. They didn’t pry, yet their stories folded into hers without effort…The talk was frank but light, full of knowing humour…Their candor felt intoxicating…even without touching skumpa…

Sometime during the Masakhane, a young teacher ‘placed an LP on a record player’ to practice her dance moves. Soon everyone joined her in dancing to Mama Tembu’s Wedding. Take a listen and see if it doesn’t make you want to practice your own dance moves!

The way in which this story is told, in tandem with the story itself, is what carries the reader from the very first page through to the end of the book. The delivery system, the style, the nuances, the poetic pacing are pure Khaya.

Purely African. Purely human. Purely felt.


Note: fabrics in book cover photo are traditional South African isishweshwe cloth in contemporary colorways – a featured conversational topic amongst the women at Masakhane.

*from a review by Michelle at Intimately Worded
**definitions – Masakhane roughly translates to ‘We build together’ in isiZulu; the term Skumpa, derived from Nordic/European slang, refers to local South African sparkling wine made using the traditional Champagne method.


Monday’s Gone

but I’m not anymore – I came back on a Tuesday.

I guess that’s my way of saying what the ‘other’ Laura posted on Monday, August 10th, 2026:

“I have been MIA (missing in action) from Blogland since the end of May. No blog sharing…the break has been nice.”

~the ‘other’ Laura

And here’s where that Laura’s ‘other’ Laura (me – we’re each other’s ‘other’!) adds to that with my own situation:

“…but it’s hard to dive back into blogging!”

~me

Well, thank you Laura for inadvertently amping up my resolve to open up the old WP dashboard and post something. You nudged me to give it a shot. After all, you did it and managed a classy comeback! 😉

I realized in the interim that I missed the discipline required in putting together my thoughts, ideas, discoveries, & (he)art in a blog post format and sharing it with ‘my’ readers and followers – you guys, my blogger buddies.

Alas, upon forging ahead with my decision to post something – the WP editor stubbornly refused to accept a single word of it. Vehemently shaking each block I chose to write text/add content in refusal. Long overdue updates could no longer be ignored.

Only the title remained saved in my WP dashboard drafts file: Monday’s Gone.


Monday’s Gone – but I’m not anymore – I came back on a Tuesday.

And that got me to thinking about Lady Madonna, of Beatles fame.

lady madonna capitol records 45 #2

…
Friday night arrives without a suitcase
Sunday morning creeping like a nun
Monday’s child has learned to tie his bootlace

…
Tuesday afternoon is never ending
Wednesday morning papers didn’t come
Thursday night your stockings needed mending

…

But wait, where’s Saturday?

Ah, yes, one of my favorite feel-good songs from times past, times enjoyed and places lived – Chicago’s Saturday in the Park provided that answer for me.

Well you know they say ‘all good things come in threes’. Please enjoy this third musical piece as my Monday’s Gone finale. An all-inclusive 7-day week bluesy rumination by T Bone Walker, Stormy Monday.

But then it all comes down to the Blues, doesn’t it?

They call it stormy Monday, but Tuesday’s just as bad
They call it stormy Monday, but Tuesday’s just as bad
Wednesday’s worse, and Thursday’s also sad
Yes, the eagle flies on Friday, and Saturday I go out to play
Eagle flies on Friday, and Saturday I go out to play
Sunday I go to church, then I kneel down and pray
Lord have mercy, Lord have mercy on me
Lord have mercy, my heart’s in misery
Crazy about my baby, yes, send her back to me



Omar Khayyam, Paul McCartney, and Ma

I’ve been in a pondering mood lately. Going far beyond my regular early morning meditations. Contemplating concerns near and dear to my heart. Confronting those concerns that inflict fear, anxiety, and regret. Embracing those that stir joy, hope and purpose.

This then is but one tiny slice of all of that…


I am a quote person. Wherever their source – from books, famous people, poems, speeches, friends & family – I collect found quotes which more clearly express what I often struggle to articulate.

Then there are those quotes I don’t always understand…

Once upon a time many years ago, shortly before Ma passed away, I received a card from her in the snail mail. This was nothing unusual. Even though we lived a short distance away from each other and visited often, talked on the phone, and ate Family Feasts together regularly, she was known to snail mail surprise notes via USPS…just because.

Inside this particular note card was a handwritten quote by Omar Khayyam.

“The moving finger writes; and, having writ, moves on: nor all thy piety nor wit shall lure it back to cancel half a line, nor all thy tears wash out a word of it.”

Omar Khayyam, from The Rubaiyat

At that time, I was puzzled by the quote. And pondered it over the years following her death.

Just recently, I had a spontaneous AHA moment. Seemingly out of nowhere and for no discernable reason or circumstance: I got it! As always, she fed me what I needed when I needed it. I even understood its relevance at the time Ma wrote it out and sent it to me.

Serendipitously, sometime in late March of this year, Paul McCartney dropped the lead single, Days We Left Behind from his latest album The Boys of Dungeon Lane scheduled for release the end of this month.

I took a listen. 

I heard echoes of Omar Khayyam.

I heard Ma.

Thank you, Sir Paul.

“No one can erase the days we left behind.”


Joy is the Justice We Give Ourselves – J. Drew Lanham poet, ornithologist

On this last day of February*, after scrapping several attempts to craft a blog post based upon my own feelings of overwhelm during the relentless escalation of ICE these past months, I received the March newsletter from The Poetry Society of South Carolina** in my email.

Therein I learned of SC native son, J. Drew Lanham – poet, ornithologist and 2022 MacArthur Fellowship recipient who would be leading a workshop and reading sponsored by The Poetry Society of South Carolina in Greenville, SC*** on 3/14/26.

“…any bias is predatory. For us to understand that social justice and environmental justice are inextricably linked is critical. I want my work to inspire – I want it to inspire head, to inspire heart and I want it to inspire some action for a better future.”

J. Drew Lanham

When I began my own research of this new-to-me poet, my eyes quickly landed upon the title of his newest book of poems and prose, Joy is the Justice We Give Ourselves.

I did a double take on this title. Did you, too?

It hit me right where I am at in this moment. The joining of the times, emotional exhaustion, living out my values and convictions with empathy, doing what I can, using my (he)art to reach out/speak out, yet vacillating between is it enough? does it really count?

And here was an encouragement offered to me this very day: Joy is the Justice We Give Ourselves.

Hoping the book’s title was also in fact the title of a poem contained within its pages, I googled it and was hugely rewarded. Numerous on-line magazines, organizations, poetry reading meetings, and reviewers offer complete versions of the poem – in both written and audio format read by the poet J. Drew Lanham himself.

Excerpts from: Joy is the Justice We Give Ourselves by J. Drew Lanham

~
Joy is the truth,
crooked lies hammered straight,
whitewashed myths
wiped away.
Stone Mountain
- just stone.
Rushmore
- no more.
Give the eagles
their mountains back.
~
Joy is the good news,
without new dead names,
no chokeholds or murdering knees.
A night of sleep
in your very own bed
without shots in the dark
- no more not waking up,
full of lead.
~

Little did this poet know how well a stanza of this poem would segue into the ornithological depiction of resistance to the current state of our nation as discussed below. Thank you, sir.

Joy is the murmuration,
then the stillness.

South Carolina Rebel Bird

South Carolina rebel bird alliance logo

The Rebel Bird logos**** are based upon the Star Wars Rebel Alliance emblem. They incorporate local state identity & flag symbolism to signal collective strength, opposition, and resistance against the current administration’s sanctioned ICE enforcement violence. In addition, Rebel Birds are a symbol of hope, freedom, and resistance against tyranny.

The Carolina Wren is set against the Palmetto Moon ( SC state bird & flag), standing on a combined Carolina single territory image. I take this as a nod to our Carolina Cousins to the North, although it may have been a designer error! 🙂

SC & NC state shapes
The Carolinas top-bottom: North Carolina, South Carolina

*coincidentally the last day of Black History Month – which was ‘erased’ in 2025 (here & here) and resurrected in 2026 in the context of ‘250 years of American Independence’ celebration.

**an organization of which I recently discovered and joined in January.

***a 2 hour 45 minute drive from where I live – well worth the drive & effort.

****created in January 2026 by Minnesota-based designers as a symbol of resistance in response to ICE activity. 

My Snow Day Weekend

Over the weekend here in the Carolinas a Cold Snap peaked on Saturday, with a Snow Dump of about 4 inches Sunday morning.

We were ready for the ‘bad weather’ predicted locally. Except for the prospect of power outages (there were none, yay!) due to ice on the many exposed power lines in the area, the ‘bad weather’ arrived as an exciting & welcome whiff of winter for this displaced Coloradoan/New Mexican couple.

It felt like home.

Saturday morning, I woke up ill. Much of the ‘bad weather’ stuff I’d planned to do inside the house during all the town closures was scrapped. However, the perk there was that I sat up in bed, comfy cozy as best as possible, chugged hot herbal ginger tea and read most of the morning. Just finding a good novel these days has been challenging for me, so when one of the 4 books* I checked out at the library in prep for our ‘bad weather’ turned out to be a winner – I dove deep into the story while burrowing deeper still under the blankets.

I woke up Sunday feeling much better and like I said was greeted with a winter wonderland scene not often seen in the Carolinas.

We raised our floor to ceiling blinds in the Living Room to let in our vista view of that winter wonderland (and resultant cold drafts**). Even if the stars of the show were our 2003 Toyota Camry & Jeep Liberty parked on the slab in front of our house**, they nestled neatly against a backdrop of snowy serenity.

After baking a batch of oatmeal raisin-nut-choco-chip cookies (one of the ‘bad weather’ stuff I got to finally do!) and after hubby ventured outside to swipe off the snow on said vehicles, I began implementing my Big Plan.

“What’s that,” you say?

“Let me tell you,” I reply.

While hubby was out front doing his sweeping broom thing over the tops of those vehicles, I went out the back door and filled a big bowl with…snowballs.

Oh, I love me a good snowball fight! Problem is, I can’t make the darn things fast enough while the action is taking place. And hubby is just better at that sort of thing than I, so I decided to even up the score by padding my luck so to speak.

Aha! Caught him totally by surprise with my first throw – bullseye!

“I knew you were gonna do that!”
he shouts as he turns around to take aim and fire off his quickly formed (and large) snowball in return.

His face looked curiously confused as he sees me advancing instead of cringing at the approaching snowball.

Then he spots my secret weapon as I bring the bowl forward and draw another snowball from my handy arsenal.

Let it be known that this was the first and only snowball fight I ever won. Just sayin’…

😊

To celebrate, I let him continue with his vehicle chores while I took to making snow angels on our front yard…


*it’s an odd one, but I’m enjoying it – Life, & Death, & Giants by Ron Rindo

** South Carolina houses of the sort built in the 1970s aren’t well insulated and often don’t sport carports much less garages, in case you didn’t know. I think it’s a Southern thing.

Holiday Miscellany & Poem

  • Over the weekend, I learned of an amazing appearance of a pair of Snowy Owls in Chicago from my friend L.Marie. Their presence commands attention. The timing of their visit more serendipitous than coincidental. I cannot escape their gaze, their message.
A Pair of Snowy Owls in Chicago on the Lakefront - December 2025
©LBL


Arctic gift of nature
Slipped through the polar vortex.
Come to visit those who need
respite from
brutality and greed.
Snowy Owls in Chicago
Snowy Owls in Chicago – photo credit More info here
  • Also over the weekend, I potted a spider plant ‘baby’ in a cracked but beloved teapot perfect for just such a purpose. Our son Joe delivered Spidey plus a variety of other plant starts & cuttings from his home in Denver during his visit over Thanksgiving. He is a nurturing soul, and carefully packed them in his suitcase. Spidey is thriving in his new abode, placed atop a “Cookie Plate Crumb Catcher” on our kitchen table.
Spidey in teapot on Cookie Crumb Catcher Mat

The teapot makes me smile – a reminder of my first Christmas as a newlywed. Hubby spent hours with a carpenter friend in his shop designing and creating a 5-foot-tall wooden plant holder complete with several shelves to display said plants.  On the big day, hubby presented it to me with the teapot perched upon the top shelf crammed full of cut red roses. You may be wondering, what was my gift to him that first Christmas as a newlywed? A paisley necktie I made by hand for the first time ever to go with a new store bought dress shirt.

  • I noticed Deborah has reduced the paperback edition of her novel, When Things Go Missing from $9.99 to $3.99, specially priced for the holiday season. Yes, that’s a pitch for a gift idea.

Need a nudge? In addition to my rave review, the winner of my book give away Tierney recently finished reading it and mentioned she loved the book so much she will be posting a review on Amazon.

  • From deep within my childhood memories, through Concert Choir Christmas Performances in High School, I offer this rendition of Dona Nobis Pacem for this post’s Finale.

Grant us peace

Yes, I still stand with Ukraine.
note- the Latin pronunciation for ‘Pacem’ is ‘pah-chem’.

Fall of Freedom – 11/21-22, 2025

Let the Creative Resistance Begin

‘641’
Laura Bruno Lilly and Kevin McKinney (Doc Snow)

If unable to view video, go here.


Poem for '641'
spoken word by Laura Bruno Lilly
©2025

I am woman.
I have a uterus.
Feminism is in my DNA.
Family is my tribe.

I was once an at-risk pregnant person.
I received accessible, science-based, person-centered care during those vulnerable years.

Years of mourning 6 miscarried spontaneous abortions.
Years of nurturing 3 live births: 2 biologically female, 1 biologically male.
Each breastfed.
Each given loving affirming care throughout their lives.

I am now an elderly woman in leadership in a male dominated world.

Hear. Me. Roar.

Note: words in bold italics indicate words taken from the federally banned words & phrases list


Fall of Freedom Project Update

Monday evening, 11/17: I just pushed ‘submit’ on the Fall of Freedom Event Registration Form. This is a big deal. Not in the fact that Kevin and I are now committed to the deadline, but because even as creative participants, we don’t fit the mold – we are not an organization.

In fact, under the heading Organization Name I entered: No Organization, just two composer-musician educators in South Carolina collaborating on a Fall of Freedom Project – Laura Bruno Lilly and Kevin McKinney (Doc Snow).

So, you see, filling out the form required a very creative approach. And while not necessary, it does ‘prove’ our participation in this call to stand up for our right to free expression.

Yes, one of the things that attracted me to this event was the assertion that no effort is too small. Ours is indeed small. Just us two with a fantastic 6-minute video piece (almost finished*!) we plan to launch on my website and his You Tube channel on November 21.

And, according to the Event Registration email confirmation I received, ours is the first from South Carolina! Small but mighty, eh?

It’s great to be a part of this socially relevant event even if we still feel very isolated from the rest of those participating.

“We live in a time when dissent is punished, truth is twisted, and silence can seem safe. Under the banner of Fall of Freedom, we stand together in creative resistance, because when free expression is under threat, art becomes our voice, our shield, and our sanctuary. Artists are a threat to American fascism.”

from the fall of freedom website

*Our scheduled voice-over recording session set for between-lessons (Kevin) on Monday ran into technical difficulties. My home alone ZOOM H4n Plan B recording session the next morning yielded (unknown to me at the time) too much background noise to use. Technical issues resolved, we hustled to set up again for another between-lessons (Laura) recording session Tuesday early afternoon. Successful this time around. I like to think of this as our ‘surprise snafu scramble moment’ that all projects with a tight timeline & deadline experience.


Breaking News 😊: I just went to the Fall of Freedom Participants Page. I entered in the ‘search events or states’ line – each item individually – first the name of our project, then Kevin’s name, and lastly, my name. Guess what? Each item entered yielded the same result. That creative entry I mentioned above? It pops up along with the name of our ‘event’. Check it out!


It’s amazing what a new set of strings will do for one’s sense of well being

Prior to my first face-to-face meeting with K (Fall of Freedom presentation piece collaborator), I quickly changed out strings on the Prisloe.  

My thinking being: if we are going to live-perform our evolving ensemble presentation piece in 3 weeks, I need to have freshly broken in strings for the momentous occasion.

Weeks of private student lessons and daily personal practice sessions take their toll on any set of strings. However, I will mention that the plus side of old strings is that I feel freer to work on my prepared guitar pieces.   😊

That said, I made the switch from the old, dull, thuddy, non-resonant set to a fresh new, crystal clear, deeply resonant set.

It’s amazing what a new set of strings will do for one’s sense of well being.

“The thing of it is, regardless of the strings used, music is played, compositions are created, techniques are explored, expanded and maintained. For myself as a musician, each time I re-string one of my instruments, there is a sense of expectation. A moment in time where everything seems possible, opening up a wide world of sonic possibilities, hopes, dreams and deep expressions of my (he)art flowing through my fingers into the outer realm.
And when the right strings are strung, those aural rewards inspire and invigorate…
The thing of it is, regardless of the strings used, music is played.
Life is lived.
And when the right strings are strung, life is magical.”

me, Laura Bruno Lilly

Due to time constraints, we both agreed a ‘fast production’ of our Fall of Freedom presentation to be the #1 priority. To that end, our collaborative performance piece will be using elements of electronic manipulation of my composition (classical guitar) and his instrumental inflections (trumpet), as a background base for the performance of voice-over adlib spoken word phrases, poems, etc taken from the 641 wc list.

It’s a start. And I’ll keep you updated on it’s progress.

Meanwhile, I’m dancing on a new set of strings…

ShoutOut: Fall of Freedom Event

Note: I’ve been managing a constant stream of migraine waves since mid-September resulting in controlled silence on my end of various communications – including blogging! As many of you know, doing what needs to be done (work, teaching, just laying low, etc) during those times is challenging and often impossible.

Today I seem to be in a migraine lull hence a blog post to communicate something that I wish to share with you, my readers.


On the cusp of my birthday, which coincided with a No Kings Day event 🙂 , I stumbled on something that ignited my activist/creative self and catapulted it into a sense of possibility.

It’s a sort of ‘No Kings Day’ only for the Arts.

“Fall of Freedom is an urgent call to the arts community to unite in defiance of authoritarian forces sweeping the nation. Our Democracy is under attack. Threats to free expression are rising. Dissent is being criminalized. Institutions and media have been recast as mouthpieces of propaganda.

This Fall, we are activating a nationwide wave of creative resistance. Beginning November 21–22, 2025, galleries, museums, libraries, comedy clubs, theaters, and concert halls across the country will host exhibitions, performances, and public events that channel the urgency of this moment. Fall of Freedom is an open invitation to artists, creators, and communities to take part—and to celebrate the experiences, cultures, and identities that shape the fabric of our nation.

Art matters. Artists are a threat to American fascism.“

from the Fall of freedom website

As I delved deeper into this, I realized: this is a good fit for me. This is something I can do. This is something I want to do. Alone? Perhaps. And if necessary, yes, I’ll do my part as a soloist somehow, somewhere and in my own way. Even if it means just busking my “641” (see below) piece in a random outdoor space or playing it to some of my private students during their lesson. 😉

I’ll figure something out.

Fall of Freedom Participation

Meanwhile, I immediately came up with an idea for a project specific to the theme of Artistic Freedom/Activism. Simply put it’s a spoken word/music piece. I’ll take words from the 641 (word count) federally banned words and phrases list – current as of 10.1.25 – and create sentences, poems, catchy quips, use singular words, etc. which I will speak & intersperse amongst varying lengths of original music snippets.

I’ve begun choosing words and selecting/composing various musical snippets to play around with…it’s since morphed as project ideas do, but that’s my starting point.

This past Monday evening, I attended a ZOOM Fall of Freedom orientation meeting and I am encouraged. It feels good knowing I can speak up for Freedom of Expression/Speech/Etc. in this manner and in an organized event where it could perhaps make an impact.

Additionally, I reached out to a music teacher colleague of mine who is of like mind and excited to collaborate with me on this activist/creative venture in support of Freedom of Expression.

I’m not sure if I can find any local places (I live in a small, underserved* city in the South) that would be open to allowing this event, but I do have a modest list of places I’ll approach in the next few days. My collaborator buddy no doubt has a few of his own to check out where he lives. We may stumble on a group who is actually actively organizing an event and needs participants!

In any case:

I’ll – we’ll – figure something out.

Care to join us?

I’ll keep you posted as this venture evolves & unfolds!


*FYI: just one of the “641” among others used naturally within this blog post


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